i will love you forever, promised*

Thursday, February 19, 2009 ♥ 2:10 AM

AHAH.happy berfday, syangkux !

heyh !

ytd was a very fun and cute loving day with him
and his frens !

firstly,
i and my fren went to tamp for my manager b'dae.
HAPPY SWEET 25=)
haha.noe nit to sweet oweadi.old mah.
ahah.so bad....
and i move out from her place at 715 pm.
that was after i gave her rabbit to be eaten .

secondly,
i walk and i reached to the bus stop.
DAMN!
i've been waiting for any of the two buses; 28 or 29.
it was about 10 mins to 15 mins,..by the time its at 7.30..?
phew!at last the bust came, and at ard 7.45..?
i guess so..

Thirdly,
he msg me..asked me..whr are you ?
i reply..waiting for bus ..and will be otw to tamp inter.
he sae..when alread took mrt, tell me.
i sae ok.

fourthly,
i've has reached to inter..
i walk off quickly as soon as possible to the mrt..
at last in time!
but.............
when its alreadi ard at tanah merah..
the mrt is weak..got problem..
so all the people has to move out immediately..
and we waited for 2 mins for that..
aft we heard the announcement..
we have to take another side of the train.
we quickly walk off.

Fifthly,
when its otw to bugis,
i msg him and asked him..whr are u ?
he reply, otw to bugis.
i ask..where to meet ?
he reply, meet me at the topman shop.
-ok.
then,
when i finally reach to bugis,
i walk3. . .
boo chak!
i am inside the topman!
ahah
i saw him!so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
ahah
i was so happy then!
hehehe. :D
den i go and tap him at the back of his shoulder
and say, oi !
aaha.
he shocked !
ahahah.

6th,
we walked to the food outlet corner,
we go to ljs then.
they eat, but im not.
im fulled.
ahah
he took one fries and feed me.
and i sae i don want.
ahah.
he and his fren say...
ala... just eat la..
ahha
ook la..i eat.
heheh..

7th,
we walked off ,
we took bus 7 go to grandlink from the bugis.
then,we reached at 920s..
then we play pool.
but im not playing but the guys are.
coz i donnoe how to play!
only at comp..!
hahahhahahha.
then..
when it was time to go..
by the time it was 1050pm.
we move out on that time..
aft out...

8th,
we walked frm there to paya lebar mrt .
while we were walking,
his cousin, asked me..eh ilah,
u take what?
i take bus..
what bus..?
donnoe.
ahha everything donnoe.
at last i take mrt with them . .

9th,
when we to the paya lebar mrt,
we then sit together..
his frens sit beside.
i sit the next next side of his cousin..
he was standing..at a few mins.
he then sit beside me..
that was in the middle ,he squeezed .

10th !
so cute.
he like playing,,side by side move his body with me..
and i do that too ahah.
after that,
he asked me to take my hand out ,
and as i was thought he was like want to play trick on me,
by slapping,
aww it was not.!
he wanted to give me someting!
ahaha,so stupid of me.
and when i thought sae that to him,
we two laugh.ahahhaha.
then..
when the train came, but haven't stop yet,
we quickly stand together,
i sae,,
yar heres ur present!
ahahha.happy berfday!
he quickly take his thing out from his plastic or maybe his pants,
and threw it insisde my bag!
ahhaha.
then quickly tell him for his b'day kiss, i kissed him.
and he kissed my hand.he sae,
alamak, i kissed her hand la!sial la..
ahaha
i laugh, he laugh..!
awww..
byebye!
before they wanted to go inside,
he say,
when reach home, msg me.
ok!

by the time it was alread 1120s.
wow!
i have to make an hurry to home!
ahha.

11th,
thats all for his b'dae!
180292.

muakx and love you la.!
his my fren but lover okay!

chaooooooooooooo.

Saturday, February 7, 2009 ♥ 5:01 AM

todae im werking at 1224.
supposed to be at 1225,but my supervisor say so.
so im happy!ahah.cool n being free cox i don't like one
of my manager, shes kinda sux n irritating bustard,
but so far..shes kind.
ahha.
then,
when its time for me to go.,
i thought of meeting him at somewhere ard tamp,...
soo..
i went to pasir ris mrt,7-11 there,..to top up my card..
then aft i done that..
i mxg him..and i told him that i've top up my card.
and asked him.. where are you.?
since he didn't reply..
i have to go..cox i thought he might bz with his stuffs..
so i don disturb him then.
when i sit inside e mrt,..
i was like waiting for his reply..
then e mrt was bout to move,,,..
otw to tamp,,...
i was like want to go to tamp to meet him..
so i better not hahah.ltr paiseyh.
then when im at orchard mrt..he then mxg me.
told me that ..what are you doing?
ahha.im now at mrt.
where you wanna go ?
go home.
hes otw to somerset*u din werk just now?
i finish werk at 4.
ouhok..u din tell me..haha..
u got to somerset to watch moovee?
no la.finding shoes.
ermm..ur bdae is at 11 daes more rite3 ?
yup.18 feb.
ahahha.
that was me n his mxg.for todaes evening(:

Labels: i miss you again dear.

Friday, February 6, 2009 ♥ 4:37 AM

at last i get this final skin..?
maeb..
finally,, i saw this book while my fren was holding n reading it..
then i was like u noe..
trying to see it out...
i saw alot of lovely poems..
the title of the book is..
Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul on Love&Friendship.

yeah!i was reading it, damn touching!
so here are one of them..

Living Without You.

i keep looking in all the places,
Where you are supposed to be.
But i never seem to find you,
And you're all i long to see.

I just can't seem to understand,
What it was that changed your mind.
All this time i thought i knew you,
When really, i was blind.

But know that i do not hate you,
And i know i never will.
Because i cared about you then,
And i cared about you still.
Even though you hurt me,
i can't seem to let you go.
But i will go on without you if i could,
And i want to make sure you know.

It will take some time to mend,
The damage that you've done.
But broken hearts do heal,
That's where strength comes from.
For now, the tears may be falling,
And my thoughts keep circling to you.
But soon, things will get better,
If you have hope, then they always do.

wow..
alot of sweet poems to type again,..

just now i slept at 4+ and wake up at 650.
i dreamt of him again!
it means i missed him ALOT !
I dreamt that..
we two has already hold our hands together..
laughing..hugging..
woww..
i was so..happy to meet him in my dreams AGAIN!
SEPET i MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: I LOVE YOU SEPET.

Sunday, February 1, 2009 ♥ 3:24 AM

haish,. . .
i didn't know how am i supposed to shared my feelings.
erm . .
on the fridae evening ..
i thought of going to my friend's fashion show at CT hall uhk ..
but then ..
i was like ...erm thinking of meeting him at tampines uhk ..
and it was like awwww..i mish him alot lar siol !
because it has been weekkkxxxx i didn't get even to meet him ..
haiyarh ..
after that i didn't tell him that i wanna go tamp ..
ahha..
he was like..-ala u ar ...
hehehehe.
when i reached to the bustop...
it was about 7.40pm.
i was like oh!where is that blk seyh..??
and it was just in time to turn to the left,
i saw his face was taking the takraw ball uh.
eh!i was so HAPPY !
really smile widely on myself huh.
like shiok sendiri ..
ahah.
then reached to the playground,'i was like stuck at the moment,
BECAUSE-there were alot of takraw boysss; his friends.
and you know, i hide behind them, they din even notice me..
walaoo..
so near also never notice..
apadaaaa.
nvm la.
then i mxg him while he was playing takraw.
so i kept smiling n laughing at him..
because IMISSHIM alot.
heheheh.
again shiok sendiri lar siol.
so c r a p p o.
THEN then then,..
he stop playing the takraw for a while;
he read the mxg that i sended..
he was smiling ..ahha.
aft that ..i mxg him again..
and say..
:that person din notice me seyh, nvm:
and he was like ignore uh..
continue play w his frens ard the playground there..
he kept playing and playing..
at last he saw me.
AHAH!DAK DUK DAK DUK DAK DUK..!
my heart skips fast n fast..
awww..
i then start to shake his hand..
erm..aft that..
he
:come la sit there;y nvr sit there?:
me
:ar..don want la..paiseyh uh..
he
:y paiseyh ?
me
:cox theres alot of boys there..ahha
he
:haiya..noe nit to shy uhk..
kae2 u sit at slide there..
me
:erm..nvm i just sit here..
ahahha
then i sat..
i kept looking at him..and see him playing takraw..
then then then then then then..
he take a break..
he sit near me..
n we talk talk talk uhk..
all of a sudden we kept quite..
then i was like peek a boo at him..
and asked him that i wanna c his phone..
wanna look at the pichas ..
ahhaha.co cute lar siol !
hehehehehehehe.

to be continued..............

Labels: ARRGGGH.who's gonna be my vDAE..